Leave Me Alone

When I see crowd around me , I want to go to one corner and be with silence . I feel like hearing the sound of white noise . My mind refuses to accept people . may be because I have been lonely far too long . I never came to know when loneliness became my only friend and being alone became my only habit . 

Suddenly all things around me turn black and then all turns bizarre ! I am not able to absorb anything . Words , letters , criss cross my minds . All I am left is with food for thought . I feel so tied up with worries of my own , some worries which neither have a face , nor a name but they worry me deep inside . Some nameless , faceless things make me mindless and create turmoil all through my heart and I don't even know whom to tell about it . 

When with people , My heart leaps to utter just three words " Leave Me Alone " . Because unknowingly I love it that way . I have come to like being with myself , my thoughts however depressing they may be . 

Loneliness precipitates down my expression . I alone can know what is going inside me , all thoughts messed up . I yet make my best efforts to hide the bruises inside with a smile on my face . Its hard , Yet I am now used to such hardness's . No one will ever know why I'm crying . Silently My hearts turned to stone and all I now want is to be left alone . LEAVE ME ALONE