Why should this three sixty five acre area of campus
came into my life? Why I had a struggle to get into this campus? Why did God
bring me here? I’m completing one year of my life here in Madras Christian
College and Lord I really wonder whether I’m being molded by the potter’s hand!
Whatever steps I take, everything is a flop. When the things are on my way, I
believe it has been sent by you. I boast about it and at the end I have nothing
in my hand. Why does this always happen to me? Right from my career to relationship.
I know am far away from you. I know I am unworthy enough to take all the
blessings from you! I understand that life is not a bed of roses and receiving blessings
from you is definitely not easy. I admit I made a lot of mistakes. Lord I know
you are trying to teach me a lesson. I’m sure you want me to be a stronger
woman. I know you have called me here for a purpose. I know you are trying to
remove the unwanted things and add the needful. But this phase is so much
painful, I tell you. Your plan is hard for me to understand. I still believe in you.
Lord, I really love you so much and I don’t know
what more to say other than tears! You are wonderful.
