Love Love Love

Deep underneath the stormy waves, there, in the core of your being, there is pure silence, pure love :) 


Chumma posting !!!!! No personal relevance.... Cos there is a question for all the youngsters, "whether true love exists ?????????"

A note of thanks

I don't know from where should I start this post. But I must definitely write this to thank one particular person who knowingly or unknowingly made me to be grow with Christ. 

I was living in a beautiful house which my dad built for me. I was met with all the needs . I had enough money, I had PC with net connection, I had a friend to take care, I had my own bike, I had one super good mobile phone. But still I felt a lot alone . It was those lonely years in life when my parents where away from me for work, brother in Trichy for his studies and I was left with only one soul, " tony" my pet. Once in a while my cousin will visit me.  Everything was hard in life, to cook alone, to sleep alone, to wake up with alarm for tuition, no bed coffies, four walls in the house will be hearing only my voice!!! I always sing when I am scared!!!I learnt to be alone, I learnt to be independent. I did whatever I wanted to , but I never felt completely comfortable. 

But then one fine day,When everything was hard and life was darker,  I was called for a fellowship by Rev.Udayakumar uncle who was involved in youth fellowship. It was when I was in my 11th Std, But now by God's grace I'm a teacher. I nodded yes and I joined the crew. It was all the pastors kids who had various talents and conducted some programs. Loveson and Serene in Keys, Simpson in Pads, Nimal, Christy, Lydia, Me, Carol, Niruba, Sam in the singing team. We had so much fun in the practise session, and in the retreat centres. I just joined them just to have some people around. But now when I look back years after, I very strongly believe those smiles, those practices, those learnings, the bible study, the advises of Udaya uncle, those faith really has made a major difference in my life!!!!

Its very easy to be committed to Christ but its very hard to sustain in it. I learnt to love Christ and I was taught life is really harder but its up to us to take it as a challenge and live for Christ.  I was there only for three programs but it really made a change in my thoughts. It has been a great support. And may be If i hadn't got that chance am very sure it would have taken a few more years to stick to Christ again. I wanna thank the whole team of it and specially Udaya uncle for the lead.

Its just a note of thanks!!!

Words which suits now

Seems like the emotions I underwent a couple of days before is already being experienced by the great musician Don Meon. The lyrics he had written suits my emotions in all the way it has to....A million times I have heard this song, but this time its really for me, really!!!!

Lord you seem so far away,

A million miles or more it feels today

And though I haven't lost my faith

I must confess right now that it's hard

for me to pray

But I don't know what to say

And I don't know where to start

But as you give the grace

With all that's in my heart

I will sing

I will praise

Even in my darkest hour

Through the sorrow and the pain

I will sing

I will praise

Lift my hands to honor You

Because Your word is true

I will sing

Lord it's hard for me to see

All the thoughts and plans You have for me

But I will put my trust in You

Knowing that you died to set me free

Lord, I love you whatever happens!!!!

Actually I wanted to post this a couple of days before but couldn't as I was away home!!